i'm sleepy and emotional. and overwhelmed by the molecular mechanisms of cancer.

those three could be dangerous if combined. spontaneous combustion, even.

what a day. it was good, for the most part.

i got to go wedding dress shopping with a friend. and it was so much fun. i can't wait til the day that i get to do that myself. she looked absolutely beautiful in all of them :) i felt so helpful and special that she asked me to go with her!

i need to do reading for class...and a small assignment.

however, i'm apathetic. i'm hoping it's just the month of february. however, that could completely be a lie. i could just be suffering from a minor case of senioritis. i mean, i do graduate in may and i'm realizing how i may not use any of this stuff ever. so i guess that's where that apathy comes from.

oh well...i mean, all i want to do is make a difference.

and be home in new jersey. i hate this long distance relationship crap. it's driving me nuts, even if there are only 3 more months of it. it's still ridiculous....