i have a strange brain.

i had the strangest dream last night, involving friends from far and near. it started out with one friend trying to convince me to go to medical school (mind you, this is all in birmingham). but i really wanted to go to seminary, which Drew University was in homewood (weird, right?). So, between the time where i moved to birmingham and started seminary, there was a six month period where i didn't have anywhere to live. so my best friend was moving to TN, and therefore gave me her apartment. great, right? except, the medical school found out and decided i couldn't live there because i didn't go to school there. even though this wasn't their apartment. so i have to race around and try and find somewhere to live. so, my friend who is in medical school is all like "come live with me in this one room apartment." so, i do. but it's tiny and i'm confused. so, then i get a letter in the mail, and it turns out said friend applied to med school for me. and i got in. except at the same time, i was trying apply to the medical school's seminary (strange...) so i could live there. i don't know how it ended, except there was cuddling, a dog with broken legs, and other random things that were going on.

it was quite a complicated dream. i hope this isn't a sign of what's going to happen at drew next year.

aside from my strange dream, i suppose things are good. had a conversation with a friend yesterday that was really heartwarming and made me feel better about life. until i over thought it. and now, i'm stressing about it. oh well. i mean, i'll get through this, right?

i also am overanalyzing everything any boy says to me. this single-ness is quite confusing for my 22 year old brain to handle. GAH. why does live have to be so complicated sometimes?

meanwhile, i'm trying to focus on the things that matter. like holy spirit movin', and youth retreats, and figuring out what kind of activities to do with five people on a sunday night...suggestions are welcome.

i feel like it's one of those days where i need to scream and i'll feel better. i can't do that in my office though. i'm afraid someone might die.

ok. off now.

peace.