stress?

man. i find i only update this thing when i'm stressed out about life.

i suppose you can say that. i'm just realizing all the things i have to worry about next year. i mean, i'm graduating college which means real life. sometimes i wish i could just be a child again.

the real world scares me. that's not even a little bit of an understatement. i mean, i could be health insurance-less next year if i don't get a job. that frightens me. among other crazy things like moving home.

matt and i talked over break and i want to fast forward to marriage and stuff. but those years will bring a whole nother basket of problems.

ughhhh.