18 March 2009

abandonment.

the pastor of my church has a blog, and he posted a prayer of abandonment on it, which i like. you should read it, and often check out his blog. it's pretty cool.

i have been praying for clarity, and asking God to do whatever he feels he should in my life. meaning that i have prayed for him to have complete control, and that i have trust that he is going to use me to the best of his ability in the way he sees as right.

it's not about what I want, or what my parents want, or what pressures surround me, but it's really about what God wants for me in my life. i think i may be starting to really understand that.

i'm sick of people telling me what i should do with my life, or how to do it. so there.

i have a major headache. but it's 9:25. i have to read a poem, and then i'm hitting the sack. i'm super tired. silly midterm.

peace.

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